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It’s a Colourful World 🌍

How much help are we providing to those who are in crisis? Do twitter movements help or do they create more issues? Will we ever be able to actually unite against injustice? I can't say I have the answer to all these questions but here's how I feel...

Nobody

No one ever tells you what rock bottom smells like. How it claws it's way onto your tongue until it's taste is gripping on your throat. Nobody tells you want rock bottom feels like. How it's walls will restrain you in a never ending vacuum of darkness. Nobody tells you what rock bottom sounds like. [...]

Consurgo

I’m trying to get up. It’s been too long since I fell down. But the climb back to to the top seems harder than it was before: I’m just not as confident as I was anymore. I want to be brave. They say I should keep going. That I should carry on through the pain [...]

“Tough love”

You made me believe you were necessary. I was consumed by your lies so I hadn’t realised that ours lives were a fairytale that only you lived in. Like sweet nectar you attracted me and I blindly clothed myself in delusions till I was bound in your trap. We were happy. You seemed happy. But [...]

The Last Slice

Let me just... ahhh... I slit my wrist and I felt relief take over me The pain increased as I watched my smooth chocolate skin fade away behind a curtain of crimson red blood that was now dripping onto my cream carpet taking with it the pain I had in my heart. The knife became [...]

Reflections

She looks in the mirror. She searches for beauty but all she can see are scars. Her body has been beaten, abused, raped, used. She has been silenced by his strength. The strength that pushes her down and forces off her clothes every single night. And after it’s done, when she closes her eyes in [...]

The Elder

He hit me I didn’t really know what I had done wrong and as I was trying to work it out, he began to strip me which was followed shortly by a whip on me. I was 6 and just couldn’t understand why he was on me then in me, all over my less than [...]

Wounded by the World

I spend so much of my time trying to fade away that I’m forgetting how to exist. I don’t know how to be happy anymore or if happiness real. I’m melting in a furnace of unbearable pain. But no one will ever see it because it’s hidden behind the smile that I’ve plastered on my [...]

What is Love

Love? That stuff’s make believe. Imagine putting your heart on your sleeve. Exposing a pain that no one else could see but that person who you trusted. That person who you cared for. Lol love. It’s a poison that I don’t plan on dying of. A cage that I refuse to be imprisoned by. A [...]